I know tomorrow will be better, but tonight is killing me. There are so many hours left till dawn and it's hard to believe that the sun will shine when you are lost in the dark. Your eyes can't see, you are like a blind, you just feel everything on a deeper emotional level. Fear is taking over you, because you don't know where your next step might take you, so you are trapped inside yourself.
Pain is flooding your heart, every breath is a struggle to survive. The clock is ticking slowly, second by second you feel deaths cold grip. Your whole body is paralyzed, the world is spinning backwards, the ceiling is falling down and your dreams are collapsing all around you.You have nothing to hold on anymore, you're alone. You don't move, you wait, but the waiting seems endless. If only a star would shine on your window, not longer than for a second, it would be a sign that there's something more than the black night out there.
You desperately need to believe again, to believe that you'll learn how to smile and that you will find peace at the end of the grief. A ray of light crosses your room, rain starts falling. The sky cries to wash the nightmare away.
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